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brightknightie) wrote2023-01-15 10:46 am
brightknightie) wrote2023-01-15 10:46 am
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My fanfic year-in-review 2022
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hlh_shortcuts has de-anonymized, I can share my 2022 fanfic year-in-review list:
I'd planned to post more stories in 2022. But the Retro TV exchange didn't happen. And I didn't manage to complete anything not event-driven.
I did dash off several dozen assorted bits and pieces throughout the year -- just, you know, notebook sketches, random prompts, 50-200 words snippets. But I never managed to turn any of them into "real stories."
In my head, when looking at my own stuff -- not yours! -- I feel as if there's a baseline default that it can't possibly be worth the reader's time if it doesn't have not only a beginning, middle, end, arc, and moral -- I love morals and themes; I know not everyone does -- but if it also isn't at least 2K words, much better 10K, much much better 50K... though I haven't reached those higher counts in ages.
There are of course reasons I feel that way. I wrote a paragraph here examining those reasons, stared at it, and deleted it. They are all true motivations. But none logically validate my emotions about rigid prerequisites I must meet in order to post fanfic.
I have a handful of unposted, unfinished, tiny Pokemon GO sketches written over the past several years. Maybe I will pick a couple, polish them up just as they are, under 500 words, post them, and then backdate them to their actual vintages when I first dashed them off. That's got to be my most... harmless... fandom? I mean, on the AO3, even when you filter away all the crossovers and the weird M and E stuff, it still seems dominated by teenagers writing self-insert and second-person. (And if I haven't come up with Sierra's motivation for inventing the Strange Eggs by now, will I ever?)
I also have unposted, unfinished, tiny sketches in my more substantial, traditional fandoms, but... those readers and characters really do deserve more! Better! "Real" stories. All the goodness I can muster. So the question is, how do I get from the little miscellaneous bits to something I'm confident is worth a reader's attention in these fandoms? There's some measurement that I need to have "tick over" in my imagination. I don't know what it is.
Step one: I'll officially decrease my self-imposed minimum length to 750 words.
Step two: I'll put "fanfic writing" literally on my calendar with twice-weekly appointments.
Step three: I need to self-impose some deadlines. Deadlines are how events get me to finish pieces.
Thank you for your generosity in reading this whole post! If you happen to have insight or advice on how I can move from miscellaneous snippets to genuine "real stories" worth readers' time -- such as both readers and my brain will agree with -- please share with me. :-) If not, that's okay, too!
hlh_shortcuts has de-anonymized, I can share my 2022 fanfic year-in-review list:- June: Forever Knight: "Amaranth (love-lies-bleeding)" in the FKFicFest challenge (M, m/f, ~5K words) (12 kudos, 8 comment threads)
- August: Battlestar Galactica (1978): "Conjunction" for Sharpest_asp in the Every Woman exchange (G, gen, ~2K words) (6 kudos, 2 comment threads)
- December: Highlander: "Would you leave" for Argentum_ls in the HLH_Shorcuts exchange (G, gen, 3K words) (28 kudos, 8 comment threads)
I'd planned to post more stories in 2022. But the Retro TV exchange didn't happen. And I didn't manage to complete anything not event-driven.
I did dash off several dozen assorted bits and pieces throughout the year -- just, you know, notebook sketches, random prompts, 50-200 words snippets. But I never managed to turn any of them into "real stories."
In my head, when looking at my own stuff -- not yours! -- I feel as if there's a baseline default that it can't possibly be worth the reader's time if it doesn't have not only a beginning, middle, end, arc, and moral -- I love morals and themes; I know not everyone does -- but if it also isn't at least 2K words, much better 10K, much much better 50K... though I haven't reached those higher counts in ages.
There are of course reasons I feel that way. I wrote a paragraph here examining those reasons, stared at it, and deleted it. They are all true motivations. But none logically validate my emotions about rigid prerequisites I must meet in order to post fanfic.
I have a handful of unposted, unfinished, tiny Pokemon GO sketches written over the past several years. Maybe I will pick a couple, polish them up just as they are, under 500 words, post them, and then backdate them to their actual vintages when I first dashed them off. That's got to be my most... harmless... fandom? I mean, on the AO3, even when you filter away all the crossovers and the weird M and E stuff, it still seems dominated by teenagers writing self-insert and second-person. (And if I haven't come up with Sierra's motivation for inventing the Strange Eggs by now, will I ever?)
I also have unposted, unfinished, tiny sketches in my more substantial, traditional fandoms, but... those readers and characters really do deserve more! Better! "Real" stories. All the goodness I can muster. So the question is, how do I get from the little miscellaneous bits to something I'm confident is worth a reader's attention in these fandoms? There's some measurement that I need to have "tick over" in my imagination. I don't know what it is.
Step one: I'll officially decrease my self-imposed minimum length to 750 words.
Step two: I'll put "fanfic writing" literally on my calendar with twice-weekly appointments.
Step three: I need to self-impose some deadlines. Deadlines are how events get me to finish pieces.
Thank you for your generosity in reading this whole post! If you happen to have insight or advice on how I can move from miscellaneous snippets to genuine "real stories" worth readers' time -- such as both readers and my brain will agree with -- please share with me. :-) If not, that's okay, too!